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If there is an afterlife, I wish you were still my roots
Updated :2008-06-25 Source: netrose of: lonely wit hits: times read font size: medium and small

Xiaoya leave me one hundred days of the day, I do not know what to say, write text commemorate my Geshi from the empty roots, I believe that she is in heaven will be able to see!

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(a)

When I first walked into the network, with curiosity, with a hazy, flowing like the wind, like the clouds like a free and easy. Dreamlike beauty of the novelty of the network, in the depths of the network, I seem to have found a a aspire rainbow, the brilliant rainbow floating in the corner of the sky leisurely; seem to see the mountains and streams of their favorite lute draw rhyme, Everything here implies a sincere.

However, for online dating, in my eyes,hollister, has been indescribable words, been deeply skeptical of the word. Never thought that one day it suddenly appeared in my world. Always thought that just because the text can go to fall in love with a person is really incredible!

But Since the met xiaoya, I changed his suspicion, came to realize that the network is an alternative world, although the network is an illusory paradise, but it is the warm speech cradle, is a romantic emotions soil ... all this is that the keyboard hammered out, but it can make people share a sense as deep as the sea. share of unforgettable love!

I Xiaoya in the spring of 2006, a game occasionally become friends, at first I do not care about her, she was busy at work, good chat something and I would say go say go, so I'm confused, I often do this to get angry, but a long time to get used to it. I like this go take users to open the QQ want her avatar is flashing, though she did put me throw aside, a busy, but I was silently accepted her departure, I can not afford to dream she gave me what. Xiaoya is a tour guide who is very beautiful, is a kind of typical classical beauty, a shiny black hair, so that each boy looked at are fascinated by the kind of beauty. I am also fascinated as Xiaoya, I deeply as he can recognize Xiaoya lucky to share her out of the group back to the joy and happiness, excited to talk a few words with her every day. Although it is not the same as the lover drawing near whisper, strolling in the woods road, but I feel Xiaoya thousands of miles away in front of every day to me ,hollister france...

suddenly one day, she told me that going to find a place to rest for a while, did not say where to go, and then never on the line, every day I send some greetings to her, but had go down the drain, so I'm sad for a while and feel really naive network love is indeed beautiful, but it is just a mirage, the United States had been left to their own is just a game, a dream.

two months after Christmas Day, my QQ friends in front of the computer to send blessings mouse point Xiaoya Avatar, I stopped down, not to give her hair it? Later still can not help but give Xiaoya issued the hearts of the blessings, and then prayed silently in front of the computer, prayer Xiaoya received my Christmas blessing, a miracle has finally emerged, Xiaoya head flashing up, my eyes suddenly moist, rapid heart beat,ralph lauren outlet.

the "Xiaoya Merry Christmas!" I can not tell already better blessing word

"Xiaoya not in!"

"That is she?"

"Where is she now?"

"Is she okay?" I asked a series of a few.

"xiaoya sick the now Changchun."

"What is the disease?"

"Why sick?"

"Why Changchun cure?"

you? "bunch of bombarded. The originally to her QQ chat Xiaoya's friend Joe, Joe told me, xiaoya suffering from heart failure, cardiac transplantation in Changchun, the operation was a success. Hear these, I seem to fall into the ice in the heart qualm, I understand the sake the Xiaoya say to find a place to rest, I hate that she did not put me as a friend, do not tell me such a big thing, I eyes moist ...

(b)

the month, Xiaoya message I received:

so you silently

want to know what you are doing

want to know you did not want me in

want to know when you gaze from afar the whether your eyes across my figure

so you silently the Buddha: past life 500 times

only in exchange for life pass by

10,000 times Looking back, I will exchange for the encounter with a

my eyes suddenly moist, I retrieve lost more than three months Xiaoya, because she did not want to let me know of her condition and did not want me to feel sympathy for her, in fact she has been in think of me, I can not wait to pumping his mouth, too narrow-minded to hate myself, suddenly felt should be grateful to the network, the network so I do not see a mirage,borse prada, Xiaoya and I is not a game, a dream,hollister! Learned that her illness is not completely healed, my heart is more acid, I felt more pain,hollister milano, more love her!

days, our happiest day. Xiaoya recuperate at home did not go to work, So we spend all day cruising the Internet, and loved. Together every day to listen to the harp "drunk breeze", she said it was her favorite listening, we often silently silent listening, I feel is sitting the Xiaoya bedside has been holding her hand, Duanxiang with her haggard face, she looked at me with amorous eyes. I would like to see from the video Xiaoya, but she did how is not willing to let me see her, she said no want me to see her now, because it is difficult to see, people become very lean, old black shiny hair brown, she hopes that healthy, pure, lovely look will always be in my heart.

love more and more concentrated, Acacia is getting heavier and heavier. Online chat can not satisfy us, so we started on the phone every day, despite the long distance, but neither of us are willing to put down the phone, not willing to give up power to put on the plate to continue to fight, always played phone fever. We agreed that night who are not allowed to shut down, those who want to each other, they can call each other, I told Xiaoya, my phone never 24 hours she drove.

time flies really fast, instant three months has passed, Xiaoya body, she insisted on going to work, said she stayed at home and going crazy, and I am glad that she was able to go to work, as she will be happier. Travel agents in order to take care of Xiaoya, arranged for her to go to work in the window, just a day to answer the phone, and generally do not arrange for her tour group. Her work in the window was busy only lunch break to talk for an hour to chat with me at work and like before, always let me on her a long time to come back to my word, she also felt bad. often with the agency's telephone and give me a call, I chatted with a sweet and slightly hoarse Northeast taste her regiment things, and I share the happiness of her work.

night we generally do not talk to too late, after nine I urged her to go to bed early, let her keep a good body. One night, she told me to be a tour group to Hainan, and I asked her for a few days, she said one week. This evening she seems to feel particularly good, I urged her to call her several times to go to bed earlier, she always want off the assembly line, has been talking to two in the morning she only reluctantly closed the computer.

seven days, something like the seven centuries, flies too slow, always haunted my thoughts, the more wrapped more tightly! I know when she led a group does not carry a cell phone, I had a day to open the QQ, that does not change color Xiaoya innocently watching, and then into her space and repeatedly read her diary, sometimes staring at her photos of a stare is a few hours, in the evening, a dream only her. Cantabile in singing:

no news of you in one week

I think you want to quickly crazy

If one second is the mark of the day the elapsed seven centuries the nightly dream of you toward my arms

wake up you still do not have a trace of the miss soaked whole body

I'd rather sleep do not wake up

one week has finally passed, and I excitedly open the QQ, wait Xiaoya flashing, you can wait until the day are disappointed, I could not bear it, so to call her travel agent's phone, told me that she has not come back! How not come back, I hung up the phone himself. Several days are the result, I am more and more do not understand, ask the agency why she has not come back, and there does not elaborate on the linked directly to my phone. Few days later, the agency's answer is to let terrifies me to the travel agency told me Xiaoya resignation, and said to her boyfriend, went to her boyfriend cities,hollister france. I could not believe my ears, took out his cell phone to call her phone is busy, shut down! After that, no news of her ...

I do not know why do xiaoya, I do not believe that she would really have another boyfriend, will go to another city! Why she want to hurt me! I believe that she should know, also hurt himself while hurting others!

I know lost is destined to end, been persuading dilute everything, I can only use the time to stitch my wound. Gradually, I do not blame, resentment, because everything is really very helpless. Helpless heartbreak, broken-hearted can not extricate themselves. After all, who has not had a happy time, bouts of pain and pleasure, I want to or pleasure than pain, a joy we share with two out, a painful us assume is half. Therefore, I do not hate or grudge,hollister, I watched her leave with a hint of a smile. All languages ​​have pale all start now covered with dust, and no beginning, no end, so precipitation down in his heart, so deeply buried in the bottom of my heart.

(c)

me for a phone number, re-apply a QQ, but no longer have the QQ chat, just used to send and receive files, or occasionally play games. Later, recognizing the 51, she felt my heart charm, a taste of her charm, and gradually fell in love with her ...

the night before, then a college classmate telephone, said a file to be sent to me, asking me on that dusty nearly six months of QQ, because he is only in that QQ,hollister canada. The open QQ saw the message almost I pull into the blacklist Xiaoya me stay on February 10 this year. I did not expect to close "Chi, Come and take a look at Xiaoya, she is dying!" For several days, the hair is the same sentence, my heart burst of nervous, his hands quivering back saying, "how?" to echo, "you're finally coming out?."

"Hello, Xiaoya, long time no see!" I'm pretending to be asked quietly.

"wisdom, hello cruel!"

"you leave my sight, how strange since I heartless?" fire to my heart.

"I'm not Xiaoya, Joe!" you? "how are you with her QQ?" my heart again in a burst of doubts.

"the Xiaoya go ......"

"Where have you been?" I really do not know her to go to which city.

"She left us! went to heaven ..."

"What,prada? impossible!"

She's really gone, and will never leave us! her message to you, called you see her, Why do not you see she left her? your man really too cruel! "

I see this, I as much as hear the Wenchuan earthquake. Shock after what comes next is the knife heartache.

"wonder how is it? travel agent not to tell me she resigned to go to the city of her boyfriend?"

"You fool! that is the Xiaoya deliberately let us say, her other boyfriend? her back from Hainan rejection phenomenon, was admitted to the hospital, she did not want to let you know, would like to the disease well I'll tell you, we have always said that she did not come back. stayed ten days did not improve, in turn go to Changchun hospital, Xiao Ya know might not matter how good her illness Let us lie to you said she would like to go back to her boyfriend city go ... "

"......"

"Who knows you fool really believed, the phone also stopped, QQ is not on!"

"......"

Later, her illness is getting heavier and heavier and and often utter your name in a coma, we only look at the tears I have so many times a message is sent to your QQ, why do not you see her last one? I hate you! "

my eyes could no longer hold in the mouth tears, constantly out on the keyboard.

"today, see you on the line, I want to convey Xiaoya last left you."

"When did she go?"

"On February 21, the night of the 15th day of the month."

"left her?"

"she says she loves you been thinking about you, you are the man she loved in this life, the only, the last one you just want to be able to see that she regretted that a tour group to Lushan did not see you. "

"also said what?" I choked knock.

"She said to tell you to forgive me she lied to you, I told you not sad for her to be happy to be alive, and she did not want to leave, but her life just so she went to heaven, will in heaven wish you a lifetime of happiness. "

this day, we cry in front of the computer all night ...

If you love a mistake

doomed to endure loneliness

wrong to bear results

I'd rather face not to evade the tears rolling across memory

I hate how you lost you

Why lose than to get easy

every day in winter

even be punished to the Jedi Hopefully each night shut our eyes are

I'd rather sleep do not wake up

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